I don’t consider myself to really have many problems in my life most of the time. But when I do have problems, they like to compound with each other and show up in clusters. So individually each thing wouldn’t be that big of problem to me, but all together make a cluster fuck that won’t be ignored. 

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As you all know I’ve been preparing to move out of the hole I currently live in to a much better, much funner, much spacier, much less horrifying place. I was on my way to complete the act and be finally done with that domicile. That place is like a curse. 

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My car broke down on the freeway and the engine died. My moving has to be postponed. Don’t know for how long. 

I have a mega-busy work-week coming up and no more car. Thankfully, Josh let me use his car this morning, but that’s not a legal or safe alternative to keep going back to. 

I have an orientation for a second job tomorrow, and thankfully Jay offered to take me. 

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I didn’t think the car thing was that serious, and it’d be over with really quick after a decent sum of money. 

The Honda Dealership called. 

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One of the connector rods at the bottom of the engine block exploded and blew their way up through the engine itself. 

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It would cost $4,064 +tax. 

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If ever there was an appropriate time to say this, it would be now. 

Fuck. My. Life. 

I don’t know what I am going to do. 

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I apologize for the unbalanced nature of this post, I’m trying to put some funny gifs throughout to offset my fear for the future. 

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I would like to point out that I am blessed by God for everything he has given me. All of my friends for helping me when I need it most, Josh for having a AAA+ membership so my tow to the dealership was free, my guardian angel who has always protected me from any real harm throughout my life who prevented the connector rods from flying through the hood of my car and impaling me with shrapnel (I guess that cold have happened?), my recent endeavors to find a second job to increase my income, the horrible firing of the illegal aliens that worked at the hotel which worked to inadvertently increase my hours DRAMATICALLY and thus my income, and thank you Tumblr for letting me vent my frustrations. So to all of you, Thank you.

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I am also cursed, by that vile monstrosity of a house I am attempting to leave behind. This is its mocking laughter as it tries to ruin me and keep me for itself.

TO YOU, HOUSE, I SAY THESE THINGS:

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Suck it up, bitch, I’m just going to have to 

:) 

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Have a good day everyone